Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Quick Quotes

Just a few quick quotes before I post another huge entry:

"Nothing travels faster than the speed of light with the possible exception of bad news."

~and~

"Anything that happens, happens.
Anything that in happening, causes something else to happen, causes something else to happen.
Anything that, in happening, causes itself to happen, happens again.


It doesn't necessarily do it in chronological order, though."

- Douglas Adams

Friday, April 22, 2005

An Ode To Tones

After reading over the final version of this post, I realized it was ridiculously long. But I still think it's a good read. I hope you enjoy it. Commenting is good too, no matter how far you've got to scroll down for it. So here she is:

I mean, I regularly check my own blog to see if I've updated. I'm regularly disappointed to find I haven't. So I'll start from the top. Don't ask me what the top of.

Seniors, this is the last two week high school cycle of our lives. We just ended our last spring concert. Laurelei, you sounded magnificant. I'm not sure that any of the Hilltones know this, but after going back to the actual scores from Florida, Laurelei scored higher than Hilltones in terms of raw points. As much as I'd love to attribute that to Roland being so obnoxious on stage, the truth is that your performance skills vastly exceed our own. You are fun to watch - actually, you are more than fun to watch. You're engaging and beautiful and hot. Everyone who watches you perform wants to be up there with you, singing as one of you. They tell me. I agree.

I was strolling through my iTunes library not long ago and found myself in a cappella territory. I decided to call up "Fest" in my queue, and made an immediete realization. Heather owns Laurelei. She's had a solo every year of her Laurelei career at GFS Night. That's a huge achievement, one that no one else I know or even have heard of can claim. Your voice has matured so noticeably during the four years I've sung with you, and has never sounded better than it does now. You truly are a woman of the arts, and no matter which path you find yourself on I can't imagine that will ever change. Thank you for sharing Chamber Singers with me. I doubt you will ever cease to amaze me my love.

And Hilltones...I just love you guys. We have so much fun, don't we? Probably to much, to be honest, but that's what it's all about. No matter how many times Roland says he's in it for the money, I will always protest that I'm in it for the music. I'm in it for the harmony and the sound that is created when we're all right there.

And the progression that Hilltones has made from when Jeff and I first started singing in it is nothing short of amazing. Our sophmore year as Hilltones will never be forgotten. It was a legacy. It was a year of celebrities and idols. Tom, Eddie, Scott..., Montana, Miguel, Nick, Alex, and Adrien. It was a never ending spout of talent, and I was a miniscule detail compared to each one of them. But because of the independant nature of each, we were never as good as our hype. And before we could be, they were gone.

Hilltones last year was a mixed bag. No one really knew how things were going to turn out when we all showed up for that first rehearsal. No one was expecting a miracle either, and when we sounded as good as we did, I think it took some time to comprehend. Of course, we had Schuyler, the guy who openly confessed to only being a part of Hilltones so that he could steal all the solos, and he truly did. He did his family name proud in the end, continuing the legacy of his brother as one of the most celebrated voices in the group by Roland. It didn't matter what the rest of us thought. And Anthony was a remarkable president. He was very much a behind the scenes voice, strong and steady. He played both sides of the spectrum, jesting with Jimmy whenever Roland wasn't around, and also keeping the spirit and tradition of Hilltones alive when it was time to sing. He wanted us to be good, and I think we respected him for the most part.

This year has been remarkable. What I wouldn't give for more time to sing with this group...

This year, Hilltones is about a group of guys who are equal to one another. We don't have any real stand outs, and it has brought the group to a new level of unity. We respect each other for our talents and for our weaknesses, something I did not feel during either of my other years.

And my seniors...
- Mike, the newest senior recruit found his place right away. His range as a tenor or baritone made it that much easier to assign parts equally. He accepted each with talent and grace, and the improvement over the year could not have been matched by anyone.
- Steve, you literally beasted Hilltones. You have done everything you could possibly do to make each song better in your own way. Roland continues to call you the most mature and stand-up guy in Hilltones, and with good reason. You probably have a higher grade average than any of us, which speaks for itself.
- Greg, there are no words. If you wanted to, you could be one of the most amazing singers in the world. You could do it right now. We tease you about your range, but it's only because we are insanely jealous of your ability. Your voice just soars with such clarity that it's no wonder you're as admired as you are. You're just so fucking good, man. And I owe you many, many apologies if I haven't told you so before now.

To have had Jeff by my side in Hilltones, in Players, and in life is something that I cannot simply write out. We have been through so much, my friend. And no matter what Roland or anyone else says, I always thought of you as being just as much the president of Hilltones as I am. We've survived this together, and we both know the ropes. I will never forget your presence in Hilltones, because it seems as though we have both always been there. I wish we had performed some songs that you wanted to solo for, but I understand why you haven't. Thank you for continuing to deal with Roland over the years, because I couldn't have done any of it without you there. We are the true seniors of our Tones, and that is how it will always be.

Thus this ode to my fellow senior Hilltones comes to a close.

The rest of the guys know how I feel about them. I couldn't have asked for a better group. We're not done yet, but this still had to be said. I have more to write, and in fact, this post was intended to be just a review of the past week or so. Funny how these things turn out...anyway, I've still got that much more to write. Maybe an ode to Laurelei would be interesting...

Monday, April 18, 2005

Hmm...

Now that was interesting...

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Happy Birthday

And I almost forgot. But I didn't. =)

Happy Birthday Madeline, Annie, and Anna!

And congratulations to Lina who's getting her braces off! She's gonna be gorgeous.

War

I think the members of Blogger should have an all out melee war against the members of Xanga for the title of "Best Blogging System" and glory for all.

We'd kick ass.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Senior Speech

Here she is:

Good morning.

Somehow, this essay is stemming directly from my English class, so bear with me. One of the beauties and benefits of living in the environment that we do is that we hold the ability to define ourselves. We dictate who we are and how we are perceived in society. It's a huge piece of our lives, who we are. It encompasses everything from how we act in certain scenarios to the memories of our lives. And if taken to the next level it becomes far more complicated, because let's be honest here, I know you don't act the same way in front of your teachers as opposed to in front of your family as opposed to your friends. As for people you find you're attracted to, well...lets just say we all have the potential to be incredibly stupid. We've all done things that we regret, or if we choose not to regret, things that we wish we could have done differently.

This is where I feel we are so lucky. We have so many opportunities to redefine ourselves in this world. Whether it's joining an activity, a sport, going to a dance, or even something as small as meeting somebody for the first time - whenever any of these things happens, you are given the chance to reinvent yourself. It's like being given a clean slate, a fresh start. Obviously, reinventing yourself every time one of these things occurs would be crazy, but just having that ability is what I feel is so important. There are even some people who make a living out of recreating themselves. You may have heard of some of them. You know, those actor people? Yeah, they get those Academy Awards for their portrayals of people that they most certainly are not. Imagine getting an award for being the best person in the world at being somebody that your not. Kinda weird to think about.

It's especially hard for actors when they try to define themselves. Being a member of Players for the past four years, and over that period of time assuming a unique character for five different roles, I can tell you that it doesn't make it any easier. I'm not sure of the reason why, but for me, it's a wonderful thing to be able to become someone I'm not for a few hours at a time. I've never had any difficulty imagining myself as someone or something else, even if it has no resemblance to me whatsoever. It allows me to easily flow in life, whether I am a (accent) student from the small town of Laramie, Wyoming to a (accent) pompous Italian art critic roaming a museum to a (accent) wonderfully mad hatter in Alice's Wonderland. I love it. Again, I don't know how that defines me, but on the other hand, I'm not really concerned about it.

Seniors, we are all about to be given one of the greatest chances as far as redefining ourselves is concerned. Once we leave here, our reputations, our memories, and most of our previous life means precisely zip, nadda, zilch. It's awesome, isn't it? So when we get to wherever we're going, we can say things like, "Hey, you know what they used to call me back in high school?" We get to be whoever we want to be. Choose wisely, my friends. A chance as great as the one before us comes few and far between.

Thank you.

Monday, April 04, 2005

Hey, I can say...

"Wanna hang out? I'll pick you up."

I can say that now.

Please, please take advantage of it. Otherwise I'll just end up calling you. And do you really want that to happen?

Sue me.

Okay, I openly admit it. I blatently didn't post another entry that night.

Sue me.

Don't really though.

Spring break is over. It went by fast and for the most part without much to write about. I got to see Jess which was great because I've only really been able to see her for five minutes after the plays recently. I saw 'Hitch', got ridiculously good ice cream, watched 'Dodgeball', GOT MY LISCENCE AND MY CAR, BOAT, made sounds and comments about a beach model while carving foam core into shrubberies, went to my choral concert of the year which just happened to be the infamous and amazing Off The Beat, finally got to rewatch and rediscover one of the greatest movie's ever made, realized two pieces of myself that I had never even before considered but found to be incredibly accurate, beasted the national anthem for the Phantoms with my awesome Chamber Singers, and while certain issues became clearer, others grew clouded.

Rita's Water Ice has reopened, rekindling my passion for their delicious pints.

I am almost finished Douglas Adams' 'The Ultimate Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy' which has his five novels in one huge volume, placed in the best order he could figure out. The result is just pure literary and comedic genious. This is one you need to pick up.

I think I want to write a graduation speech and see where I can go with it. I'll post my senior speech here so everyone who wants to can read it, but I'm having trouble thinking of something that's general enough for an audience at graduation but also will identify with the class...

Oh well. Good enough for now.