Unexpected Arrival

So I got this notification from Facebook the other day saying that Sara Heinze had just friended me. Now, I had just heard about Heather and Jon creating an account using some eight grader's email address, so it was totally within the realm of possibility that Sara had hijacked Kelsey's account and created her own. That is to say, I wouldn't have been surprised to hear that it had happened.

Imagine my surprise when I logged on to Facebook and had eight new friend requests. Damn. Probably the funniest thing is that only my brother was among them, not my sister. Thank god she isn't someone who's completely obsessed. Either that or she really just doesn't care if she's friends with me. I'm kind of a geek though, so I would completely understand it. I mean, I can touch type.

Just to clear up any rumors (and possible disappointment with regard to my lack of contact with anyone I would have liked to see) I did come home last weekend. It was a completely in the moment decision, made at 6:30 PM on Friday night. And so I hopped a 7:35 train and got into Philly around 9:00. It was the first time I had been home since I had gotten back to school, and I definitely needed the time to recuperate. Sometimes you just need to be able to have your own room for a couple nights. Privacy has the uncanny ability to disappear once you have a room-mate. Especially when you've lived so long with your own room.

So I came home on a whim, and it was great to just be there and not have to worry about anything. Home has sort of become a safe haven in a way. I think a couple people may be confused about my not coming to Players or showing my face anywhere, and the truth is that I didn't want to make a big deal out of it. I'm coming home again this coming weekend and I will be coming to Players then when I can actually spend some quality time there. I hate rushing in and out of a place I miss so much. It gives me such an empty feeling. Rest assured, though, I am coming back this weekend to see who I can. I think I confused Bob pretty thoroughly when I picked my sister up from Players, though. I'm not sure he believed it was actually me, or if he was a little put off that I didn't make a point to stop. Again, I will make big deals about this weekend.

It's my sister's 'Sweet 16' this Saturday. I'm really excited for her. How could I not be? Happy pre-birthday babe. =)

Steve sent me a link the other night to an open audition for the Hyannis Sound and their summer group. They weren't concerned with what school you were from, all they asked was that you be in college and willing to spend your early summer in Cape Cod. There website has all the details. Anyway, I fired off an email to their director, and let him know I was interested. I also mentioned that I had sung in high school and that I also had a thing for beat boxing. I wasn't really expecting anything back from him, so I was quite surprised to see an email the following day informing me that I had been added to the auditions list. The auditions, by the way, are in two weeks. I have no idea what I would sing. So I don't really know where this is going, if it's going anywhere. But it sounds like it could be fun. I'm also incredibly anxious to sing again...anywhere. I miss it so much...

I really prefer Coke over Pepsi. Pepsi is just so damn sweet...

Erm...well, a lot has happened in some other areas of my life. Kinda don't know what to say right now though. I don't really want to say anything because I'm so lost in some ways and right at home in others, so I guess I'm not really sure if I'm coming or going.

It's somewhat humorous because I realized I'm right at home with not knowing what's going on. =)

Crazy, right? Hell yes it is. I wouldn't have it any other way.